From a young age, I never questioned what my career would be. At ten years old, I began planning how I would run my barn, mapping out the classes I would win, and the goals I would achieve. Truthfully, I...
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This spring, I did something that was totally out of character. I went on social media, and I posted about one of the most difficult topics there is to talk about. I wrote about the time I contemplated suicide three...
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It was a Friday and I had just finished my round. We were double clear and fast. I went to go sit in the grandstands to watch the rest of the class and as I watched, a bulldog came and...
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About two weeks after my second surgery, I woke up alone in bed, left arm in my sling, with a searing pain in my shoulder that would not go away. Not wanting to use the oxycodone prescribed for what my...
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He was wearing this blue sweater and we were in our bedroom in 2015, and I just remember losing it. I have no memory of what we were arguing about, but I grabbed my car keys and drove off, thinking,...
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